AHHHH!!!!

delted  lol it was stupid to begin with

I JUST DONT KNOW

There was this girl on my floor that I liked, but I did not go as far to ask her out on a date.  I do not even think of her anymore nor do i care lol

Why did I not ask her and why is she gone from my thoughts?………………..well because life had to throw something completely random at me

A girl I have always liked but always tried hard to not really feel anything and keep the feelings i knew would just increase given her awesomeness shut up and closed away because well she is out of my league lol ……………..well something very unexpected happened……she um said some things and well popped into my life sorta
It is not as perfect as it seems…………….im happy but scared and very wary of what might happen
the situation is not al that great given some things which i will not disclose
if only it would work out….then my best friend would be ironically correct all these years lmao….and it would be good

Hmmmmm seems like some things are ocurring again lol  Most of this blog was stupid though.  I am back to myself and my cold hard logic (more like cold ass black hole where my heart should be lol).

im jus thinkin right now

I’m a stranger that no one can see

A stranger to every part of me

I’m a stranger to all that I know

A stranger, everywhere I go

Sometimes I don’t hate but I want to
Blinded by the reason I found you
It’s just a feeling I get when I’m around you
Can you relate to what I’m going through?
How much farther will I get?
Man, I feel like such a moving target
how many times will I slip before I find it?
Until then I guess I’ll just keep climbing

It’s so hard when you’re a loser
Heaven help us find our way
And it’s so hard cause I’m a loser
Heaven help me feel okay