I’ve Finally Done It……..Wow It Took Long Enough

Yeah so im almost eighteen….right?  Yes, right.  My birthday is March 16, 1990.  Sadly I was one of those lazy persons who didnt get their driver license when they turned sixteen.  I didn’t see the point in it.  There wasn’t any place i needed to get by car, and let’s just say not that many people want to hang out, so i dont need transportation generally.  Recently, however, my interest in finally getting my license has peaked.  I actually wanted it, and so i set out to get it.  Luckily, I have succeeded in obtaining my license.  In 2-3 weeks i will have my actual driving license with the picture.  Another good thing is that while i was getting my license, i also registered to vote.  I will be exercising my right to vote in the upcoming presidential election.  Yay for me.  I won’t be one of those citizens who complains about government, but doesn’t actively participate by voting.  I will use my constitutional right to try and elect the person with the best plan for the nation (policies, crap Iraq war, global warming, immigration, improving economy and such).  Hopefully Hilary Clinton doesnt win the democratic nomination or i might have to vote independent.  I just do not like her at all.  While it may seem like i should be happy that it is almost my birthday, i am not.  The magic of birthdays faded for me a long time ago.  This birthday seems like it could possibly be my worst yet.  Stupid birthday wishes never come true, and my birthday wish for this year seems  more unlikely to happen than all my previous wishes that didnt come true.  If my wish did come true, then it would be the happiest day of my life…..yes i said my life.  Oh yeah it also would be my best birthday yet too.  However, a friend has guessed exactly what my wish is…..darn her.  Does that mean that already my wish will not come true?  I don’t know how birthday wishes work though.  Hope it isn’t already deemed impossible.  I don’t plan to do anything on my birthday.  My mom asked what i wanted for dinner.  She would have said yes to whatever i wanted.  I said a protein bar.  You know they are packaged the same as candy bars but they taste well….not very good.  My mom got angry with me and said no ill just get you taco bell then (i like taco bell pretty much).  She also asked me if i wanted a cake and i said no.  She said she would get one and shove it in my face.  I was on the verge of falling to the ground in laughter.  She was pretty serious.  I will most likely spend the day in my room.  I’ll sleep and listen to music. 

What i’ve always known is most important to me

Ever since i was a  child i have strangely known what i want most in life.  This is not even the weirdest part.  The weirdest part is what it is i have known that i want most since i was a child.  The thing that i want most in life is to share my life with someone i love.  Life is too short to waste and love is what i deem as the key thing to happiness.  All the money in the world could not make me happy.  Money just can’t buy you love (as The Beatles have sang).  I want to be able to hold a girl in my arms and tell her how much i care about her.  I would kiss her on her forehead and tell her how beautiful she is.  We could lay next to each other on a warm night and stare at the stars or watch a beautiful suset together.  I want to hold a girls hand.  I want to tell a girl that i would do anything for her.  I would be the type of guy who actually listens because i care…..i really do.  All i want in life is to find someone who loves me.  If i have money too, then all the better, but i can do without the money. 

I’ve created a blog….oh wow

I’ve realized recently that im an individual who constantly has thoughts and emotions that occupy my head.  It has come to the point where im overwhelmed by my thoughts and emotions, and i need a venue to release them.  This is where wordpress seems to come to play.  I suddenly found it and it seems like a solution to the problem that has started to plague me.  Now i will start to reveal some of my deepest emotions and thoughts.  I can no longer keep them bottled up, plus it doesnt seem very healthy to do so.

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